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9:27 pm - February 02, 2006
i felt myself falling for him, even though i was fighting it, even though i knew he was wrong for me, even though i knew he would use me, even though i knew we had tried it before and he just cant stay faithful, and i knew he was just after what he wanted, thats why he said the right words, did the right thigns, and made me feel like i was the most loved person alive.
and i knew he would break my heart again.. and i fear that its happened today.
i am such an idiot.
