depending on the words we choose to say
12:41 am - February 04, 2006
i promised myself he wouldnt hurt me, and i guess he hasnt... but i cant help but feeling like shit right now.
unwanted and unloved... and i feel like everyone has turned their backs to me because of him, or something he said...or even worse, something he may have said we did, but never actually happened.
I'm not supposed to feel like this. i'm supposed to move on. i should listen to what everyone else is saying. i should of listened to my brain when i saw him and ran as fast as i could in the other direction!
its too bad i'm getting old and lonely and my heart takes over....
