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9:12 am - February 16, 2006
(this entry features soundtrack by my Ipod Shuffle Songs function). Right now, i feel terrible. someone has shoved a huge knife in my guts and keeps turning it, over and over. i am in pain. (a love so pure - underoath)
did not do myself any favours at all last night. went with stu and andy to schneiders house. we watched serenity and wolf creek. by the time i got home it ws almost 3am. by the time i put myself to bed it was almost 3.30
had a funny voice mail last night. according to the voice mail it was brenno - but the number was dillsys number- on his way home in a cab, but was going to my house. haha yeah right he doesnt even know where i live. so that was a sillly prank guys!
I am sitting in class now, incredibly tired, in a lot of pain and really do not want to be here in the slightest. we are just working on assignments which is good, doesnt require much thought, just the need to look busy. with a bit of luck, my report on financial documents class will be cancelled . (the way i feel - rancid). Some of the people in it are so stupid.
I"ve had to watch myself lately. i've found that i'm starting to become a really really mean and bitchy person. ( i watched - parkway drive). Sometimes i say things to emily that i wonder why the thoughts even left my head. I'm putting it down to that i'm just moody and stuff at the moment, you know the hormones are running crazy. (she's your baby - ween).
The parents will be down this weekend. I'm both anxious and excited. It should be a good time, i am just worried because its mum and DAD and with my current state of moodiness, who knows what might happen. (sad story - plain white t's)So here is my action packed plan for the rest of the week:
Friday - 12.30 Promtions Job trial - need to decide if i like it.
- hopefully not much more than a nice bottle of red and an evening at home.
(the village anthem - letterkills)
Saturday - spend all day working on assignments - ie. bludge. Meet mum and dad at the airport. go out to dinner somewhere fancy. try and make it to see gregs band play at QUT bar. head to the depot after. Party party party, dance dance dance. keep eyes open for hot guys, ARrive home sometime before 5am.
Sunday - Brunch with the parents, followed by the 1pm Matinee of Dirty Dancing. Late afternoon beers at the pub, pub dinner somewhere. 730pm - collapse of complete and utter exhaustion on living room floor. sleep for approximately 14.7 minutes in this position. drag myself up off floor, grab beer from fridge, open, put on some sort of dvd, probably napoleon dynamite or the sandlot, finish 2/3rds of beer, pass out on couch. wake up at 1 am with pins and needles because i had my legs up on the end of couch. move to bedroom dreading the 6.30 wake up call. (decembers - hawthorne heights)
It all sounds so great doesnt it! dont lie i know you are jealous.
fifteen minutes of this class to go!!! Somehow i just managed to scam getting my checklist for activities to be signed off without completing all of them.(bloodmachine - coheed and cambria). i am so awesome.
this song has made me think - Oh boy, i cant wait for march to arrive. coheed live = <3 this is a kinda long entry for me. and there is no soppy emotional crappy/pretty writing either.
this is dribble from my head. you can almost see it oozing out of my finger tips.
someone write me an email, i'm bored. seriously. (van buren - spitalfield) (lucky denver mint - jimmy eat world)
your not bigger than this, not better...why cant you learn..?
