watch your mouth......
8:46 am - May 10, 2006
Its been brought to my attention that i haven't visited my "blog" in two weeks. i just cant be bothered writing or expressing myself much lately. I did actually write a nice long one last week at college, but its saved on my nerd stick, which is in my, which is somewhere else in the house, and im' not going to bother getting up for it.
well my grandma died yesterday. its both sad, and a blessing really. she was 88 and causing a lot of problems, in fact when i left the hospital after visiting her two weeks ago, i thought to myself "i hope she goes home and dies" so thats pretty bad that it actually happen. she was causing so many problems within whats left of our tiny family, my dad is a mess (its his mum) and blames himself, there is nothing we can say to convince him otherwise. We are holding a private cremation, hopefully on friday. my other nan is flying up from victoria, and i will fly up on friday morning.
I've had a sick/mental health day from work this morning, after barely sleeping last night, waking up with a massive headache and a need to use my inhaler, and red eyes, there was no way i was facing the work world this morning. As well as all that, I am incredibly.. tired... well more than that, i'd go as far to say i'm overwhelmed. I havent had a day this fortnight that i havent had to work, i only just got to do washing last night at 8pm meaning i had to wait till 9 to make sure it went in the dryer, and even then i only washed work clothes. The house is a pigsty! I am really behind on my studies (three assignments on the go right now) and sometimes it feels like im' living two lives.
As girlish as this sounds... why do i keep meeting guys that are only in brisbane on holiday, and why are they always younger than me. is it too much to ask to meet someone as cool as those people that actually lives in brisbane. and does it matter if the female is older... like 23 vs. 20. its kinda worrying because it means they are the same ages as my younger brother...although when i was younger i always got along very well with my brothers friends!! i dont even know what im trying to say here, but i do know i have used very few capitals and a lot of bad english in this blog!
