ho ho ho ho ho ho ho
2:40 am - November 10, 2006
so i thought i had my wake up call in the states, and that i'd given myself sometime to return to binge drinking.
apparently not.
my body wants to kill me.
and i'm scared.
because i have to do it again to a worse degree tomorrow night.
and how do i tell him
hes making the wrong decisions....
i love him...
shit....
i'm in deeper than i thought
