did you know its not even 6am yet!
5:38 am - January 12, 2007
for the first time in... who knows how long.. i am waking up without the slightest whiff of a hangover on a friday morning. Thats right, for the first time this year, i did not venture out on a thursday night.
i cant say i feel any healthier or anything remotely like that (come on, its been just one week of reduced drinking), but yesterday, despite moments of boredom and frustration, was a really good day. This was reflected in the mirror this morning, when i was admiring my just right shade of tan achieved yesterday.
A boy from my past is currently the boy in my life causing me the most stress. Why did i go back there. Its like i was playing hopscotch, and i made it all the way to 4+5 and then just turned back around and hung out at the two square.
My friends are infighting. I'm almost positive thats the wrong phrase for that word. My english is bad right now, i've lost some of my knowledge. when everyone gets ilke this i just want to run away. i can hear the world calling me, waiting to be explored. its going to have to wait till jan 2008, as i geniously have signed a lease till then... hello "new years resolution aka savings plan that i probably wont stick too".
